While putting together this new blog format and platform, I ran across my Nicole Johnson files. I first discovered Nicole when I was at Women of Faith back in 2004. Most of her sketches were humorous that year and being of the bulimic mindset that if a little is good well then the whole thing must be wonderful, I bought her entire set of videos and watched them all in one sitting.
I do that you know, binge on things other than food. That’s part of what this whole blog series is about, the effects bingeing and purging, and trying to find balance and peace instead of control. I don’t just eat one cookie, I eat the whole bag. I don’t just buy one book, I buy the whole set. If I find a sweater I like, I buy every color in my size. I don’t just join a health club to rehab my knee I, fill my living room with machines and wear myself out.
After a while guilt kicks in and I have a garage sale and purge my home of all evidence of my extremes.
Fortunately for me, I hang to my DVDs.
This particular video is on Nicole’s Fresh Brewed Life You Tube page, and I think it’s very profound. This sketch was written for the Revolve Tour for teens and speaks to the baggage we all carry around with us. Enjoy. Please note that the young woman acting in this video is not Nicole but rather a young woman named Katharine. Katharine Everett is a graduate from Baylor University and is a gifted and I dare say anointed young actress who really brings these sketches to life.
Susan — what’s funny now that I read this again today, is how my purse sizes vary during different seasons. I emptied my purse today to change for fall and I couldn’t believe what all I had in it. When I checked my “mind set” or mood I noticed my shoulders are in my ears — I’m carrying too much stuff again emotionally and my purse reflected that. But the good news is, I’m not shuffling around my book bag like I have before so I must be better. LOL
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isn’t it though? I was the same way.
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This is quite profound.
I used to literally carry a bag with me to work – most of which I never needed or used. And I even forgot what I had in there (like so many purses).
I wonder if that too was symbolic of what was going on inside.
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